Saturday, December 13, 2008

So long inbetween posts these days. I'm having a hard time with this blog again. Seems like I should give it up since I can't keep it up, but I can't quite bring myself to do it. That same set of circumstances once led to an eel escaping into my house, but that's a story for another time.

So, what have I been doing instead of blogging? Working. Baking. Having hard conversations with my husband about how much longer we stay on this baby making joyride when both of us are already so worn out from a year of sadness and disappointment. Trying not to think about possibly having to say the words. "That's it". "We're done".

I am okay. I am really okay. Most of the time.


Piece of Work said...

Oh, lady. It's so shitty. Christmas is hard, with all the babies and pregnant ladies everywhere. But I really hope 2009 is going to be the year. Hug that little girl tight and have a nice holiday, sweets.

cubmommy said...

Merry Christmas!!

Hope said...

so sorry you and your family are going thru this.
I wish I had words of wisdom or comfort, but instead I send you hugs,